I love to love,
Though I have no love,
Somehow I can still give
And I, too, still seem to live.
I'm so alone, looking
Through darkened, dusty paths
Blocked by marred things falling
Where nobody else will pass.
I don't say what I feel
As to not bring you down.
I can only be like steel
To pretend that I don't frown.
Its painful inside and deeply
To cry silently so often
To the point nobody hears me
And less people care then.
I'm sorry and I know
I must be bringing you down
But I have nothing in me now
Except that I can frown.
I love to love, still
Though I have no love in me.
Somehow I'm not killed
And I do live free.
I have so much to give, somehow
It really makes no sense at all.
Perhaps inside I'm still endowed
With feelings that are always tall.
I smile when I think of you
Like awakened dreams; brand new.
Sunshine and flowers help each other
As my dying heart grows fonder.
I lose sight of life again,
With my hand grasped by a lover.
My heart beats asking "when?"
"When will we be together?"
I sit and wait for your reply
And it comes never, ever.
Though I think inside you cry
And say " lets make this time forever."
